I miss that feeling I used to get every time you would message me
It was a unique feeling
It was a rush
I remember that after a long day the thought of being able to talk to you would put a smile on my face
I was excited
I was alive for every conversation
I was never distracted when talking to you
Nothing was more important to me and you had all my attention
I don’t do that anymore
Actually, I never did that
I remember messaging you at night, you would stay awake just for me
I once told you that I’m scared that if I talk to you a lot, I will end up falling for you and I’m scared of falling for you.
You laughed and told me there is no harm in liking someone
You were right, no harm except the fact that I now want no one but you and you are someone else’s.